Free Time..

These day, my free time I occupied myself with a lot of activity.. Like recently I joined this club :-

• Photography
• Honda Team City
• Archery
• Badminton
• Board Games
• Karting
• Volleyball
• Swimming

All these are under Shell KSC, except Honda City Club and swimming.. No time to self-pity, and I realize that some of you still sympathy with me for being single.. That's so sweet.. Thank you :) But it's ok.. Yeah, it is nice to have someone who you can share your life with.. But I don't have that and it's ok :) I'm pretty tough on my own see? Thanks again..

Yesterday I had my 2nd lesson of photography lesson where they teach us on using Potrait function.. I have to say I suck and I'm not going to post any of the pic I took. It's stupid.. I can't get my focus right on the models they hired.. The instructor even comment that I make the models feet looks big.. I'll get someone to teach me.. Maybe Am@Fauxa, Anas or others who are willing to share..

aL, let's go karting!

Cleaning up...

In the light of the recent events, I’d like to have a say as well.. There are things need to be cleared.. need to be straighten out.. You guys might have heard the “whole” story from one side.. I could have respond to that accusation that day itself.. (Of coz it won’t be nice at all.. who would if such things being said) But I know, it will just get worst.. I keep my silence.. think clearly.. and go swimming.. although I can’t swim.

Things aren’t supposed to be that complicated.. Here goes :

My sister is going for Matrix this month, and she'll be taking MUET. It across my mind that my book is missing. I remember lend it to either Efy or someone, let’s call her SB.

Some might said, “Buat apa la cari balik. Beli saja”. My reply “It costs me almost 50 and only use it once. Of coz I try to find it back”. U all semua byk duit eh.

I figure, things are really simple. No need to have a direct contact with SB. So i'll get someone, let’s call him RZ to ask for me. Since RZ are frens with us both. My only intention was just to know whether SB still had the book or not. That is all.

RZ said SB want to talk so he gave my number. RZ didn’t know I no longer use my old number. So no called or message received.

As for the online/offline part. I could be online half day, offline half day. I guess when SB asked RZ,or when SB asked someone else, i probably just start or off my shift, meaning that i just offline or online.

RZ also didn’t expect things to turn out this way. Neither do I. Don't blame him like that. It wasn’t his fault, wasn’t mine, it's all just a misunderstanding.

SB called me earlier today, discussing this. I understand her situation (although not fully, though I don’t see the need to let everyone knows), and I hope she understand the position she put on both me and RZ.

RZ update me that the blog entry has been deleted. Thank you. But one might said “Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata…” Well, u can’t undo what u said. U made a wild accusation and cursing us and eventually everyone knows it is us (Thanks to that cute picture). Anyway, the damaged is done.

I don't think the juice is worth the squeeze.

All who directly or indirectly involved, drop this. I don’t want to hear anymore, understand that? It is settled. We all have had our share of words. Let it go.

P/s : Picture? I can only think of one picture related to the Hitler. Jews. Too far? Ok, no picture.

Sesuatu yang menarik..

As usual, once in a while, I'll check my frens blog.. See what's interesting with their life.. N I read Marini's blog. I really like one of her entry. I could never written what she wrote. She's brilliant. And ask for her permission if i could quote that. She said OK, and here it is..

"Title : Pentas Dunia

"Tidak ada lakonan yang paling hebat atas dunia,
jika membandingkan
lakonan bersahaja manusia
sehari-hari
tanpa skrip
tanpa pengarah
tanpa jurusolek malah jurukamera."

Pelakon tanpa bayaran ini adalah watak sampingan atas dunia seperti kita lihat di kaca tivi-hipokrasiannya terserlah.

Pentas dunia, realitinya setiap orang adalah PEMBAWA WATAK unik yang bergerak mengikut rentak skrip takdir Pengarah Alam, Rabb Al-Alameen, Al-Adl.

Pelakon di pentas dunia pula adalah mereka yang memakai topeng, menyeleweng pandangan manusia lain. Memperlihatkan sisi lain watak diri yang sebenarnya. Mereka bergerak atas pentas ciptaan mereka sendiri.

Tidak ada bezanya pelakon pentas layar dan pelakon pentas dunia. Yang berbeza, mungkin pelakon pentas layar, dibayar sekurangnya. Pelakon pentas dunia... kepuasan percuma yang dicarinya....

Semalam aku berhadapan dengan Drama Pentas Dunia yang paling hebat. Siaran langsung, semua bergerak tanpa skrip. Watak yang hadir dalam drama sebabak 4 jam ini mengujakan. Realiti selepas drama tamat, adalah jauh lebih menenangkan. Pembawa watak drama semalam, mungkin ada di antaranya masih berlakon sehingga kini.

Anda boleh memilih, menjadi pelakon atau pembawa watak diri anda sebenar.

Allah Maha Kaya.. Maha Adil.. Maha Mendengar rintihan hambaNya. Semalam aku menang biarpun aku hanyalah pembawa watak aku sendiri. Pelakon itu tewas, dalam dunia drama ciptaannya. Ternyata skrip Allah lebih berkuasa berbanding skrip ciptaan manusia.

Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Tidak perlu paham, jika tidak paham. Sesuatu berlaku. Aku bangga aku menjadi aku yang semalam. Aku juga bangga dia itu bangun berjuang mempertahan maruah bersama aku."

She wrote what I wish I could say but could never say and much more better. Thanks for letting me borrow this yer Marini.

Tomok - One In A Million

Haha! Last time when I was in high school, I remember liking Tomok with a few of my classmates. Back then Tomok was this cute boy who sangs jiwang + leleh songs. So most of them esp guys were laughing at us. I read a lot of stories about him back then when he is still residing at one flat in Cheras. He complains that his Kancil selalu kene pecah, all his car accessories was stolen.. Disebabkan tu, dia rancang nak beli rumah teres supaya senang parking.. So that was the last time I heard/read about him.

Last week, time balik Rawang, me, my sis and my mom had this conversation :

Adik : Kak gee xnak kat Shah Indrawan ke?
Me : Tomok?
Adik : (Impress) Wah.. kak gee tau tu Tomok..
Me : Awat ngan dia?
Mama : Laa..Dia menang One In A Million.. Tadi final!
Me : Ha?! Tipu la.. (Dlm otak dok bayangkan suara dier yg lama)
Adik : Betoi la kak gee, dia menang sejuta!
Me : Ha?! Mcm mana? (Masih x percaya.. Tomok yg aku suka dulu?)
Mama : Baguih dia perform.. Ramai dok sokong dia!
Me : Betoi ka? Bukan org x suka kat dia ka dulu?
Mama : Dak aih.. (Mak n adik dok sambung cerita pasal kehebatan tomok dgn panjang lebar)
Me : Owh.. Alhamdulillah la dia menang.. (Dok senyum-senyum)
Adik : Ceee.. kak gee suka la tu..
Me : Woh..Mesti la suka.. Dulu siap lekat poster dlm bilik.. Hahaha
Mama : Tau.. Mcm la kami x nampak..
Me : Hahahaha...

So pastu, apa lagi, YouTube aa cari persembahan Tomok yg final.. Terkejut mcm x percaya, ni ka Tomok? Gila dah berubah.. Suara dh x cam dulu.. Imej pon lain.. Baguih.. Nah.. Cube korang tgk persembahan ni.. My favourite..



Amacam? Boleh tahan la kan.. Anyway, dah rezeki dia nak menang mlm tu.. Tumpang gembira untuk Tomok.. :D

Flightless Bird American Mouth

Just listen to this song..



Title: Flightless Bird, American Mouth
Artist: Iron & Wine
Album: Twilight Soundtrack

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

P/s : I had to constantly remind myself that being single is great when I watch this.

Official Member of...

I'm really keeping myself busy.. Why? No straight answer.. But recently this past few days I've joined the photography class held by Kelab Shell Cyberjaya (KSC) and I went to meet the official members of Team City and register myself..

For the photography class, there's no specific reason on why i joined it.. I just thought since they are going to teach us on how to use the macro function, I might as well learned it.. So, now I know it.. For those who don't know, (Correct me if i'm wrong).. it is used to take a close up picture of an object.. Like an eye of a spider.. Or lalat.. Haha.. I don't have the big-big camera, DSLR or whatever they called it, i'm only using Ixus.. So for these camera, u change the function to the macro icon (flower icon), and disable your flash.. Then you find the focus point of your object, u go really near to the object, half click it, then pull back your camera a bit to the object full view, then snap it (again, correct me if i'm wrong).. As you can see below, these are a few object that I tried with the macro function.. I know i'm no good at this.. Appreciate your feedback :D

Sorry, i couldn't find any spider or lalat there.. Maybe next time.. If i want la.. Usually i don't intend to keep it :P

Second of all, today 25th, i went to Yau Yip Exhaust, Glenmarie Shah Alam where I meet the official members of the Team City club.. They are all very welcoming.. Most of the members are really friendly.. And, most importantly their cars are really impressive.. Wish mine is cool like 'em.. Plus, this event were held to show us on how to mod cars.. I don't really understand whatever they were doing.. But really, i'm trying.. Owh, i forgot to mention that i took aL@laLat to accompany me.. At least he knows more about cars than i am.. Below are the a few pic.. You can see all the pic i took here.

So i guess that's all for now.. I gtg back to work.. See ya later!

What's New? #April 2009

Salam.. So many and so little to say.. I write what comes to my mind..

1. Politics is crazy nowdays..Drives me crazy too..
2. I'm completely obsessed with Twilight. On Friday, i start reading New Moon at about 6 p.m. and I finished the whole book around 5 a.m this morning.. Can you believed that? It was near to 600 pages! I really need some sleep now..
3. I LOVE Edward Cullen.. He's just soo perfect.. Well, except he is a vampire. Not a problem rite?
4. I spend soo much time alone this few weeks.. I shopped alone, watch movies alone.. Eat and wondering alone.. Go everywhere alone.. N yet, i didn't feel lonely.. I'm..happy.. peaceful.. Is something wrong with me?
5. I feel like I attract the wrong crowd again..
6. Although I'm moving on, try to live my life as happy n joyful as i could, I hate to admit that I'm broken beyond repair. I hope one day i was wrong..